The end with Drake

OK back tracking again.  When Drake and I were about 14/15 we went roller skating darn near every weekend.  My sister tagged along and I had no issue with that and Drake was very kind to my little sis and the fact that she still loves him today as do I is testiment to how great we think this man is.  Anyway there was always at least one break in the skating to dance and we always caught a crowd watching us (mostly him) break dancing as he was really good at it spinning round and round on his head LOL.  It was a crazy way to dance - still is - more like a sport as it requires lots of practice and skill to do.  We even tried out for a commercial once but didn't make it in - still it was grand fun.  Later when I had my car we would go do the same but on Hollywood Blvd and then no my little sister wasn't with us and we stayed out late and again just lots of fairly clean fun.  

One time he and Carine and I went to the drive in movies with the thought of a three way and we did just that but I think Drake got a bit jealous (and me frankly a little annoyed) that Carine paid more attention to me than him by quite a lot.  But that was fun too - probably alcohol was involved.  I could buy alcohol without a problem because I started looking like an adult when just a child and by the time 14 could easily pass for 18 and while the law was one could only buy if over 21 many gas stations and minimarts in Los Angeles weren't so strict about the law - but that was rather quite a long time ago.  

Drake remembers us breaking up a bunch of times and me being fit to be tied at him dating other women but I haven't any memory of that.  To me we were vastly contented with each other although we did have some mighty big rows - we were kids after all and I started manifesting mental illness at 9 months of age (I never slept basically - I could walk, talk and get out of my crib by that time without help and I would knock on their door - which they put an extra lock on just because of me and my ability to get in - until about 2am then sleep at the door on the floor until about 6am only to start banging on the door again plus I took zero naps - poor things.  I asked my mother before she died when she knew I was different and she sweetly said she knew I was special from the day I was born LOL - she might have been the denial queen but she was mighty witty).  

I will likely never forget the time i pissed him off so bad he threatened suicide then scared the pants off me because somewhere in the house I heard the gun go off.  I threw up then ran around looking for him.  I guess he just shot into the air as he hadn't a mark on him and I was too relieved to be angry at him anymore or at least not near as much anyway.  We went through all kinds of stuff during our 5 years together and I was stupid enough to leave this man because I had slightly outgrown him psychologically/mentally at 18 and also was looking to have some fun in college.  I basically left because I could not listen to one more minute of what I considered conspiracy theory - but I'd bet money he outgrew that stage where he was obsessed with that within a year - if only I had waited him out.  Oh well.  Love you Drake!!  Hands down the healthiest I have ever been both mentally and physically and the happiest I have been so consistently were the years I was with him.